When I act to achieve my goals, they try to stop me.

When I'm leaning English or training, I'm told, "if you have time for that, you should work like a slave".

They try to block me from acting with "one's will".

I'm going to study English more this year. If I don't I'll be tormented by this society for a long time to come. That is what scares me the most.

They don't even try to solve the problem, they just say, "If you don't like it, get out".

Then I'll get out of here. They have to right to complain about my actions.

I'm quietly angry.